On My Bed...

I am laying facedown on my bed.
Right now, I'd rather I was dead.
My tears drench my pillows wet...
and I am hurting through regret.

My body racks as I sob and moan.
The pain is hellish, worst I have known.
Very few can understand the pain I feel...
and I just know the hell I feel is real.

No comfort from anyone, crying to sleep.
My hot tears fall like saline rain so deep.
No one can take me out of this living hell,
and when the storm will stop, no one can tell.

I am laying facedown on my bed.
My skin stings from the saline I bled.
No comfirt awaits me, none at all.
I might as well be crying on a brick wall.

--RKJ