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They told me Santa doesn't really exist,
and that there were no more flying deer.
They told me Frosty was only on televison,
and that the drummer boy was vulture food.
They told me that Rudolf's red nose came from
not magic, but from drinking too much cheap wine.
They told me that Baby Jesus was born on a day
where the nasty old Romans had a winter orgy.
This was the day I thought my innocence gone...
but that would come in a far worse, horrid way.
For what is the debate about Santa's existence,
compared to being taken by a family friend?
Santa, Rudolf, Frosty, the Easter Bunny for that matter...
their existence was debateable, but my pain still is here.
I lost my innocence...and more...during my childhood.
And it was during the Yule season that it all came to be.
So pardon me if I don't raise a glass of Christmas cheer...
for what did happen to me makes this a bad time of year.
Innocence can be taken in far more ways than by denying
the existence of Santa Claus...but you still are left crying.
--RKJ
and that there were no more flying deer.
They told me Frosty was only on televison,
and that the drummer boy was vulture food.
They told me that Rudolf's red nose came from
not magic, but from drinking too much cheap wine.
They told me that Baby Jesus was born on a day
where the nasty old Romans had a winter orgy.
This was the day I thought my innocence gone...
but that would come in a far worse, horrid way.
For what is the debate about Santa's existence,
compared to being taken by a family friend?
Santa, Rudolf, Frosty, the Easter Bunny for that matter...
their existence was debateable, but my pain still is here.
I lost my innocence...and more...during my childhood.
And it was during the Yule season that it all came to be.
So pardon me if I don't raise a glass of Christmas cheer...
for what did happen to me makes this a bad time of year.
Innocence can be taken in far more ways than by denying
the existence of Santa Claus...but you still are left crying.
--RKJ
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Is This Love?
I walk down a crooked, broken pathway
A lone tear permanently attached to my cheek
Exhaustion explodes from every pore
Food will not satisfy
Water will not quench
All hope is gone
But as long as I'm with you, I will not stumble
You are all I need to satisfy and quench my needs
Hope will slowly return
My heart is broken;
Lies nearly dead in a heap of despair
Little pieces are broken off here and there
They won't be coming back.
But you are slowly piecing me back together
You are bringing life back into mi corazon
I have faith you can find the missing pieces
When we're together, I feel balanced
I'm madly in love in a calm way
Literature
You say you love me
You say you love to hear me ramble, yet you always cut me off.
You say you want a future with me, yet you see no future for yourself.
You say you love to make me smile, yet you always make me cry.
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Always
Alone upon the hill,
you stand.
Winters hand,
grips your limbs,
cold wind ripping,
at your core.
Just a shadow of yourself,
stands before the world.
But fear not,
soon winters hold,
will be burnt sunder.
Once more the light,
will fill your core.
Once more you shall bloom,
once more the beauty,
in you shall shine.
and know this,
alone you shall never stand,
for no matter were,
no matter what.
Be it light,
be it dark.
You shall always,
have a freind,
in me
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It was during the holiday season, back in 1975, that I was raped by a family friend.
This is the first time I felt I could share this...but I have a feeling that The Other Man In The Red Suit is making sure my assaulter is not having a Merry Christmas ever again.
This poem is dark, I do understand...but so is the time when you lose your innocence, especially in such a cold-hearted and pain-filled way.
This is also why I do feel that this is not my favorite time of year...kind of hard to "fake it 'till you make it" when you deal with such a dark secret as this.
Yes, I do talk to my therapist about this...but sometimes, dark poetry does just as well as a theraputic aid.
If this poem is offensive, please accept my apologies--since you guys are my on-line family, I felt that it was as good as time as any to reveal more about the real me.
--RKJ
This is the first time I felt I could share this...but I have a feeling that The Other Man In The Red Suit is making sure my assaulter is not having a Merry Christmas ever again.
This poem is dark, I do understand...but so is the time when you lose your innocence, especially in such a cold-hearted and pain-filled way.
This is also why I do feel that this is not my favorite time of year...kind of hard to "fake it 'till you make it" when you deal with such a dark secret as this.
Yes, I do talk to my therapist about this...but sometimes, dark poetry does just as well as a theraputic aid.
If this poem is offensive, please accept my apologies--since you guys are my on-line family, I felt that it was as good as time as any to reveal more about the real me.
--RKJ
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